Category: the Rant Board
so i've just lost a very close friend for what ever fucked up reason, he took his own life, this makes 4 people that were close to me taking there own life so i'm feeling what ever, they were or i thought strong spirits makes me think if they can't how can i and pleas don't say the lord cuz right now it's a bunch of crap, if it was that simple i would not be posting here.
That's rough Bryan. I'm sorry. I've only known one person who did that, and she wasn't a close friend. I don't know what to say here because I know nothing will make you feel better right now. Hugs.
Well Bryan, Like Becky, I'm not sure what to say. There are lots of folks here who care what happens to you, and we want you to live. My brother-in-law also took his life, and nobody had any idea it was comming, either. As trite as it sounds toyou right now, I'm betting there are things and people that motivate you, and keep your desire to live up there most days. I don't have quicknotes on, but if you want to drop me a line, send me off an e-mail. Know that there's positive energy coming your way from lots of directions.
Lou
Christ that's impossible to rationalise.Zentar I wouldn't even bother trying to understand why right now, the shock wont let you anyway, you might never be able to quantify the reasons why. I'll understand completely if you dismiss this suggestion however, counselling might be a good idea, or talking this over with the families of your friends.
I know there isn't much anyone can say right now; I've had close friends and a cousin do the same thing, and you get all kinds of thoughts going through your head. Even though I don't know you, I'm sure there are a lot of people out there who don't want to lose you and who would feel the same way you do now if something happened to you. Sometimes talking to someone helps, at least getting stuff out in the open. Hope you're doing okay, and if you ever need someone to talk to, just drop me a private message or something. Take care of yourself!
thanks to all. and goblin been there and believe in it, but some times talking to a group like this can really help.
Hi Brian, I have tried taking my life twice. I have depression. It must be hard loosing somebody to taking there life. I haven't lost anyone to it but if you want to talk to me send a quite note or private message if you prefer. Michelle
That's understood mate and if you want to talk you know where I am.
*echoes Goblin* I'm here if you ever want/need to talk.
I have tried taking my life and know what it is like, and I can't imagine how it made the people around me feel, well I guess I can because sunday night a very close friend said that the next day he was going to kill himself, and I am not sure if he is still alive, I tried to call last night to find out since I really wanted to know but didn't get an answer at his house or his cell so yeah I know how it feels, I fear that even if I didn't lose him this time I will very soon as he is really bad off.
yeah I've been there myself, I'm not lost anyone due to killing themselves, but I've been doen the road of wanting to do that, and I am glad that I decided to get help because ending your life is not the answer to anything. Yeah I know life is hard sometimes, but the best thing you can do is try and stay strong and pull through the diffucult times. I suffer from depression and it's hard sometimes to pull through, but I just think of all the things I've accomplished and how far I've come and my family and friens and that is what pulls me out of it. I've recently felt like my depression has come back as strong as it was a few years ago, and now I just want to sleep. Sleeping is my way of escaping the worldand that seems to help some-what, but sometimes I get up from sleeping and I feel the same as I did before I went to sleep, but other times I feel better.